Should I stay or Should I go!

Okay so today I feel 100% like crap! Everything I eat comes out...I know gross but so aggravating as I've already went from 98lbs to 93. So the girls and I fly out monday around lunch. I'm trying everything today to feel better. I've taken a dose of children's sudafed b/c I cant swallow pills. I've put in a call to my nurse and my ENT. Still waiting to hear back from the ENT. I've done some research of prednisone that I'm suppose to be taking an hour before my flight.
Tomorrow I'm taking Katelyn to get her hair trimmed and find some other remedies to help me feel better. Sooo...I'm exhausted and I havent wanted to do anything today but lay around and eat and watch tv.
I'm trying to get my mind in gear onto what I need to do to get ready for this flight. Yeah, I'm stressing myself out it's ridiculous! I'm so excited about going but I'm so nervous at the same time. I'm taking a huge risk flying bc of my ear. So I'm waiting to hear back from the ENT to see if I'm still sick by Saturday should I stay or should I go! Hmm....

Our NY Experience Thus Far

It has been over a month since I wrote. I've had a lot going on. Right now, me and the girls are sick and trying to get well fast!

I got my first NY ticket. I got caught speeding and didnt even get a warning. Needless to say my fine by itself was $200 and then they added an extra $85 for a "surcharge" which turns into a community fee. So yeah NY sucks butt big time! Their laws are ridiculous up here. Everything is so expensive! I would definitely recommend VISITING but not living here. It's insane! They dont have Chick-fil-a, Zaxby's, DQ, Sonny's and Hardee's. It sucks! The girls and I are suppose to fly back to GA next monday through Sunday and I told Scott that I was going to Chick-fil-a and getting a bunch of chicken and packing it in my suitcase and bringing it back lol! We so miss just driving to see family and now we dont get that chance. It has been really hard and I didnt realize how much I took all of that for granted until we moved. Now I would do anything just to even move to SC that way we would still be close to family. But we even tried that bc we didnt really want to move up here.

Now granted this has been a good experience but I'm tired of it now. Gotta think positive!!!

So the girls and I are flying back home next wk for a wk and I'm very excited to see home and family but at the same time I'm nervous and sad because I have to go and fly with two precious little ones that have never flown before and without my husband. There is no telling when we will get to go home again because flights are soo expensive. We're hoping next tax return. There is no telling. But anyways that is our life as of right now. Everything is well. Oh and I cut my hair off! I hate it!!! I look ridiculous!! I plan on growing it out and NEVER cutting it again lol!!!